As midsummer weekend comes to an end here in Sweden, I seek kindness in the unknown. I love how life works sometimes because it always amazes me how suddenly everything changes. I used to have a love hangover that coffee nor medicine could cure me with but then all of a sudden, my eyes were clear and I could see for the first time in a long time. Death brought me sadness and also a sense of understanding of life. I forgot about the past and I felt reborn. Then this Saturday morning I met this man with a beautiful smile on the bus with an intriguing eye that set me free. He gave me the freedom, to smile again and to show myself again. It didn’t hurt that he was highly attractive and half Latino, but what he gave me that morning was a reminder that there’s always beauty in life. At work that day I had the most pleasant surprise, because life showed me that sometimes I cannot escape those J’s as much I want to. I don’t know why but ever since I was 14 I’ve dated guys that have a name that starts with J. Life is ironic though because this guy had been trying to hit on me for months online but I never paid him attention, because he reminded me of my teen years and my fondness for athletic guys lol. He is nothing like I expected him to be and I love the unexpected and all the surprises that comes with it. It doesn’t hurt he makes my head go crazy about his. This story will be continued to say the least. I’m just thankful for life and all it adventures. Summer 2013 here I come! The crazy rebel chic(ck) is back ;)!
-miss x
The touch, a look, it can all change in seconds yet thats what matters the most.
Dreaming in the Now 